Good Bye

I never knew that i would say this one day.
Because i heard exactly the click sound when the first time we met. the conversation which never stopped flowing, and the laughters we kept sharing.
I still remember hearing the heartbeats everytime your eyes met mine.

I really thought that you would be my last stop. The last destination i would rest my life with. Because baby, i knew that was something real that happened between us.

So many memories we have shared, so many movies we have watched, so many places we have visited, so many songs that became ours, yet so many plans that we should leave behind and never gonna happen..

I keep wondering, where did we go wrong? Because we came so close to perfection, you and i. Baby tell me, where did we go wrong?
I don't recall when did i stop loving you or when did i stop giving you my best. Baby do you recall?
I gave everything.. And everything seems to be nothing.

I don't know exactly when was the first time we took a different path, and when we realized, it's just too late, you were already so far to reach.. Baby tell me, where did we go wrong?

You know, these slides of our picts keep running in my head, and i still can't find the missing clip, the one that made us falling apart into this.
All i know is just.. You're gone.. You stopped fighting for us, you stopped letting the feeling grow.

Baby you said that you only want me, but you never tried to keep me. Baby you asked me to wait, but you left me hanging on the fragile edge. Baby you said you wouldnt ever leave me, but you just disappeared, left me alone without warning at all.

So many questions that i bet will never have the answers. I keep wondering why? Baby please, tell me why? But i guess the answer is clear, because when a man loves, you won't have time to wonder whether he still love you or not. When a man loves, you just know, you just feel.

Maybe the hardest thing is to accept the fact that i lost the battle. The kind of a battle that i have given all my best efforts into.
to accept the fact that it is possible to give your whole heart and love someone too deep but never get the same result in return.
to accept that sometimes, we can't have it all.
to accept that what we really want maybe just not the best for us.
to accept the fact that the one you love the most is the one that able to hurt you worst.
to accept the fact that the one you want, doesn't want you back.

And to accept the fact that i really need to stop wasting my time by being sad over things that doesn't even think about me.

I need to start believing in love again. I need to be brave to welcome the new beginning. I need to respect the one who's willing to be with me, the one whose actions stay true to his words.

But first of all, i need to let go.

So here i am, saying words that i never thought i would say to you, good bye.